Newish in San Francisco, even more newish on the site

[susanholmes777]

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.

Hi everybody. I'm Susan.

I don't like writing on forums but I figured I should introduce myself 'cause there's a whole lot of people on the site and I bet there are plenty of people who don't like scrolling through long lists of basically identical profiles anymore than I do.

I'll spare everybody a repost of my ad.

I'm kind of an odd person, but that doesn't set me apart here in and of itself. I'm a Thelemite and a ceremonial magician, have been for twenty five years and I'm serious about it. I'm not bothered by the fact that almost every single person I've even been involved with is completely disinterested in it, and while I do have some eccentricities that pop up in my speech and writing it's not something that you have to give Crap One about. I'm not mean about the quirks of others and the kind person I'm here looking for is the same way. Live and let weird, sort of thing.

Anyway, I'm here and on some other sites to meet the kind of guys that I'm not meeting day to day. I've been around nerdy guys everywhere else in the country that I've lived, but the circumstances here in SF worked out in a way where that isn't the case.

It's the jobs I've had here so far, really. I've been working in nightclubs and most of the people I've met are... well, don't get me wrong. I like most of them just fine. Some of them I actually like an awful lot, and the really strange thing to me is at the club I finally got a regular gig at (I was a cigarette girl before that, vending in like forty different places a night) I kind of fit in with them. I don't know how that works, really, but apparently it does.

I like being around nerds, I like being in relationships with nerds and in the past when I've moved to a new city I usually meet nerds from the IT department wherever I end up working, hang out with them, meet their friends and so on. That isn't happening here.

I don't know if there are, like, nerd bars or something here but I'm broke anyway and only go out someplace that isn't where I work (I drink half-price there, so that's where I go) about once every four months or so and comic book conventions and stuff like that isn't even remotely in my budget, so... the internet.

Only trouble with meeting the kinds of nerdy guys I like on the internet is that they mostly seem just as shy here as they are in person, and in person it's easy for me to make people feel comfortable around me fairly easily but it doesn't work out that way online.

So, if you're a nerdy guy in SF who likes crazy transsexual goth chicks and are willing to take a bit of a risk on something long-term (see my profile) then don't be shy. I'm friendly. I'll probably like you and if we don't connect it's not like you have to see me at work every day or something so there's really no pressure, right?

Love is the law, love under will.

Susan