Arcangelpatrick, 36

Tender heart seeking refuge... I'm something of a homebody usually, I'm not very social, in fact when I get dragged to parties by friends/family I tend to be very quiet which is unlike me when it come to one-on-one interactions. I do much better talking to one person, or a small group (about 2-4)but much more than that and my personality shifts from "goofy guy and life of the party" to "wallpaper". I have a different kind of sense of humor, some ppl get me, other hate me for it. I'm a video game nerd, but that's about it, I'm not very academic, more philosophical than anything.
I just got out of a relationship, she broke my heart worse than anything I've known.
As far as hobbies go, I love video games. I love most kinds of music, there are some thing I don't like to listen to.
Right now I'm really into Apocalyptica (Neo Classical), I mainly love music that has a certain emotion to it.

My goals are simple yet complicated and not exactly the goals of your average 22 year old, right now I'm working a crappy part time job, and I'm looking to get into bar tending classes. My other goal is more of an instinct than anything, my whole life I've always felt as though something is missing, I've always wanted to find that special someone that will stand by my side no matter what. Someday I want to be a loving husband and a good father, I know not all women want to have children, but I do, I believe that having children with the one you love, and making it through life with your family is truly the meaning in life, not just as the continuation of the species, but to stay strong even in the most dire of times, and leaving behind a legacy. I know what I seek is beyond the normal, but if you get to know me, and you can understand me, then you may just be the one I'm looking for.


Personally, I don't hold much hope with this site or any other. So far it hasn't shown me much of anything at all really, sure the girls are pretty, but hardly any of them are all that conversational. Don'