Dayle84, 39

i think i'm going about this wrong. what matters to me most is a lot of things. i'm multitalented can learn anything and my intrests and hobbies are several. but i think what matters here most. i'm shy, socially cast out but this has been my biggest gain. it may have sucked a long time ago. for what i have become because of that is perfect.no matter what i do i'm still cast out, making friends is my biggest challenge. i ask why&no one can be honest. i think i know but i'm a science mindednerd geek nature lover, loner spiritual nature boy. whathyou say is what i take even if i know your full of it. if you tell me. cool. of not. cool i steer clear of gossip. if i happen to fall into that convo i would tell the person what i said next meeting since that's not fair to not know what's said be hind your back. i was booed accross stage for my grade 9 grade. fell hard into drugs then sold had probably everysingle chance at a good decent future soalmate more time then i can count. when the dealing and big money flow stoped so did the (girl)/friends. this taught me a lot of morals. i value people most of all. nature second. animals2.even the man hating dogs, love me. out of control dogs i can tame. babies point me out and their parents turn them away. idk why i'm that guy. but i am proud to be a lover, not hater. what you want in a gf tests are dumb. where is the human selection. why can't i simply have an option for female. not evil, with morals, mind and truthcould care less about anything else. it dont matter. 4me.equality,not1person rules or doesn't have a say. relationships are two ways. give and get. gotta miss a person2luv1.2people = their own 2lives attimes. it's not, change your friends cause your dating it's human. are you interested in human&2be respected,cared4? i messed up big older.iknow howi want to treat my princess,courtship'gettoknow u.the way grandparents did.respect.i ask nothing more in return.equal humanity.notahole,asoul!