Gaiaschism, 39

I've been in self inflicted introversion to figure out what I need. Now I am ready to move on with my life the last year. I had to start over from scratch literally after the hurricane and my divorce. I see myself as very protective of my friends and family, If I have something someone needs I am more than likely to give it if I can spare it. I hide my squishy insides with a huge crunchy @ssh*le outside. If you can get through my surface you will find a very caring person... but life has hardened my skin to most attempts. I look at life like this: Humans originate from the same place, when we are born we develop into individuals but in time we all return to the same place. Picture a flashlight shining its light through a prism.... humans are the light passing through the prism which represents birth. The light changes into a new color just like a human develops, but there are only so many shades... humans can be similar but only as similar as different shades of the same color. Even with these differences we all come from the same flashlight and are all swallowed by the same darkness. It's whats in between the flashlight and the darkness that matters. I'm druidic but that doesnt mean I sacrifice animals or dumb stuff like that. If you want to know more just ask!