Madamemorbid, 34

Not many replies anymore, well except for 45-65 year old men, hey nothing wrong with that, just looking for someone who will last me a bit longer, that could be taken very perverted, Im not saying anything thats up to all of your imagination...Im still ecclectic, still eccentric, still very interesting, and opininated, I love being honest...brutally honest at that ....anyway...yeah...Well Im spontanious, opinionated, very open minded, said to be funny, down to earth but not, very creative, very sarcastic sometimes rude but in a good way. To describe myself would be hard Im not much for talking about myself, I would prefer the third degree, then I know I wouldnt be telling something people dont care mutch for. Im very spontanious, Im wise, I love to read,write,draw, Im a creator, Im sensitive,heart-broken,I need someone to share my deepest darkest secrets with, who will share the same with me. I need someone who isnt ashamed or embarassed easily, someone who likes to be goofy anywhere any time, someone special, understanding, free and open minded, I need to know your eyes are apon me, your breath surronds me, your beautiful mind must carry me away to places I will never forget...to be honest life sucks, but who cares right? all the men these days seem to look more and more womanly, whats up with that? I mean Im not judging anyone, well maybe just a tad...Im not superficial or anything, but whos kidding who? everyone is a hypocrite, I mean there really cant be anything with out physical attraction right? I still want someone understanding, if you dont like bigger girls why message me? that has been the question of the century for myself over the past few months, Im very confident, I find myself very attractive, but when people state in thier profile they are looking for someone slim, slender, or athletic messages me, I cant help but wonder "why?" I agree Im very interesting, and very different, but what are you hopeing to accomplish?