I'm kind of a B---- to society as a whole (and painfully shy at first), but entirely too nice to individuals that filter through my boundaries. I spend too much time attracting the wrong sort of people evidently, and I'm not sure how to filter them out.
I'm not the type of girl that requires expensive dates at nice restaurants all the time, but being able to drive yourself to come hang out with me at a park at 4am certainly acquires its brownie points, especially if for once I'm not the one who has to suggest it. If you want to talk online for six months before ever showing any interest of hanging out with me even as just friends on a casual basis, I'll definitely have lost interest long before. Hell at the moment I rarely do anything outside the house other than bowl with my roommates or play wii by myself or with my best friend Iain.
I've repeatedly made my life semi-stable after repeated crushing revolutions, events, and blatant flaws in my judgment of who will truly stick by me. I need to remember what it feels like to live, love, to do reckless things, to drive down unknown highways at 4am headed to other states on whims. I'm looking for open souls to help me find my path, but sometimes my previous damage gets the best of me, so tread carefully. I'm always just as blunt and honest as you could ever hope (or fear) for.
Feel free to drop me a message. If you've made it this far, I applaud you. If you've skipped some, I don't blame you, but try to at least skim.
